Life's Obstacle

Just realise that i didn't publish that god damn post !! T^T
i wrote a blogpost few weeks ago just to like giving it an update and clear up some spider web.
and i realise it only saved as draft :(
Sorry bloggie~didn't meant to keep you no update.

its just because i'm too busy. thats the reason i use the most this year.
but its so true. i don't know why, but i have loads of homework to be done and now there's a project undergoing. really make me stress and tired.
been cried so many time because of the stress and homework. soooooo tired.

i dont even have the time to blog. the CNY or others small event or maybe food and normal updates ( relationship too haha )

so i think i shall clear up the spider web tonight! even its 1.45am now. haha so hardworking TT
nothing much to update because i cant update the CNY post now or any new event as there is too much photo need to upload.

lets say somethings about today.
i have MUET today. an english test that consist of 4 element la. done the speaking last month and today i deal with the other 3 reading, writing and listening. most of my fren said its hard and may consider for a resit on July but for me, i think its kinda easy but also hard. ( no idea what it mean, just that it is hard but then not as hard as i thought but also not easy as i thought too ~.~)

i get BAND 4 for both trials last year and last month. i target for the real MUET too and if i failed, i guess i'll go for resit. i don't have that much confidence and i just hope for the best lah. Life, cant even be predicted. so just hope for the best and no need to waste RM 100 to resit again. still, i think there is a high percentage of need to resit :((

this year really need to concentrate at studies or else TT i'll regret for the rest of my life. fuu~
yea thats mean no relationship :(

this is the last year i'm attending school and wear uniform :( i really wanna have a boyfriend this time haha. can study together and can spend much more time together. haih. the last year, wont have much difference i guess :((
at least tell me that someone had a crush on me? :DD or left me a love letter on my table? :DD ( watch too much drama and comic -.- )

okay back to reality, i guess this year need to study hard and no relationship ( wont have also :[ )
if anyone like me tell me la XDD haha ~.~ okay okay im back to the cruel world once again.

need to go and do my assignment already TT LATE NIGHT also need to do haih

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i Get a new camera this year and i like to take picture actually ^^

but not consider as pro. just took some picture that i like. :D

 this is just some stem tha being cut down haha

 using one of the effect ( selection colour )

 this is one of the photo i love the most!!

 yan yan #1

 yan yan #2

 yan yan #3

i like this picture too :D

and this is the last one! very nice and special right?

there it goes! its me! very pretty ahahaa! but too bad only photo look pretty :(

such a waste haha :PP

OMG! its 2.46am!! i need to go rush my assignment lo! good night and good bye

BBQ with M Group

Last POST! WAHAHAHHA

finally. and i found out that most of my event only drop on monday wednesday friday and sunday lol

so we have BBQ !!

 with Friends! M Group ( girls only :D )

 i make geh!! see so nice! haha

 tenpayaki style pun ada. actually we got steamboat too

but all focus at bbq only . wanna be chef wor xD

 sorry, one more member. NKY! a college student haha

 by : Sue Ern put the mee with the meat and then cook it

 haha.... taste nice also xD GOOD ah Chef Sue Ern

 wanna take this photo to make Tony jealous but i too slow lol aiya XD

 after eat sure must exercise a bit geh.. Sue Ern's Dance mat xD

i don't know why i keep fail only==

but VERY fun..... play till around 11.45 then all balik rumah.

this time so fun! cause everyone help to do things and wash plates

compare to last time--

all after play, straight go home. left me do alone TT

I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!! especially Elaine xP

btw, i bought a new blouse xD

damn like it so sorry for OVER zilian

 it look normal but i love it a lot!!!! must take many picture so when old wont regret haha

 wake up look.

 can u imagine me wear this and go buy food at pasar?== JUST for you all ah M group XP

 haha.... quite pretty hor! XD

 okay la..... wanna off9 and go be a sick babysitter ~!! @@

i'm still sick TT so cham......

FRIDAY got event also. SING K with Secondary friends :D

they study pre u too but not same school TT

awaits ^^

sorry last one :p

What i learned today ( long time no update this haha) : Let me introduce you all a game,
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i play for few weeks already

doesn't feel anything now but the game quite nice xDD

increase memory i guess got xD 

 normally look like this... but you need to PAY to unlock the full game

this is my profile!

i don't wanna pay !! @@ so i need to wait every day to unlock all ~.~

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Finally finish all wahahah! XD

MUST READ ALL OH! i use many time to write geh leh TT

babai

:P

心理。的一些话

this post will be a very rojak post because mixed with mandarin & english.
for your information : please remember that i come from a Sekolah Kebangsaan [ sk ] which mean i did not learn Chinese ever since i born ( actually i got learn before at kindergarten but i remember 1 2 3 only ~.~ ) so don't complain about how sucks my mandarin is in this particular post :p
and i learn how to speak & read Chinese during Form 3, thanks to my friends bell ~ ( yala yala, you very geng but don't zilian at there~! faster press [love it] LAU XIAO LIN :p )

so please 体谅 me. hope don't have too much mistake ><
and this is MY Chinese LEVEL. Actually i'm kinda proud la....
from don't know how to read & see chinese character until now. can write a whole post in CHINESE! TT so 感动 ！SUPPORT SUPPORT ah :p

enjoy my emo post ba! xP

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我很花心也很专一，为什么我会这样说呢？

其实我也不懂。

我这个人很奇怪，在感情里很混乱

今天能爱你爱到要生要死，明天却能忘了你是谁。

不是说三心两意，

只不过 感觉来了就真的来了，怎样挡也挡不住

可是感觉没了，也真的没了，留也留不住

在我很小的时候，我已经开始发白日梦

不停的想 跟未来的那个人会怎样会做些什么。

可是越大就会发现，梦跟真实的世界是不一样的。

爱情也不是跟想像中的容易。

不是说 喜欢就能，

不是说 想要就能得到

不是说 相爱就能在一起

不是说 付出了就会有回报

不是说 在一起了就能到永远

我没有想过 分了 就真的分了。

也没得回头。我以前以为遇见了对的人，就能永远一起，不会分开

可是 我忘了 两个不一样的人 走在一起 会有问题，失败解决问题 就只好分手

我看见很多人，

明明是相爱 却不能在一起

明明不登对 却能白头到老

明明还爱着 却要放手离开

明明不爱了 却要勉强一起

明明没希望 却不舍得放手

每个人对爱情有不同的看法，

有些觉得 信任 是最重要

又有些觉得 相爱 就可以

而我觉得 两个人一起 最重要的是开心

有了对方 会感到 开心幸福

没了对方 会觉得 少了些东西 

只有遇见对的人 一起是开心的 那就可以了

以前 朋友 常会问 "在你们心目中，最想要怎样的对象?"

小的时候 会想要 帅的，疼我的，高的，利害读书，能常常陪我 & many more

可是现在大了 想要的却是 两个字 《感觉》

我觉得 想要的 不一定会得到那样的，

不想要的 更加有可能会得到

不可能说他不是你想要的 那就要分手啊

所以 感觉 大完！

你永远都不懂 未来的那个会是怎样

可是 感觉来了，一切都不重要

因为真的爱了

也许 感觉不是一切 也不现实。但 享受那时候的快乐和幸福 不就很完美了吗？

不要期待得太多，顺其自然

惊喜 永远都好过 失望 :]

有时，看见朋友有了另一半 这么幸福开心

我也会突然很想要一个 来疼我 弄我开心

可是我知道这一切 都勉强不来 ( 勉强没幸福 ) 

只好耐心的等待 

okay la! i wanna offline and go eat my pizza hut wahaha!

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Awesome JULY ! ヅ

Its 3rd of August today! 

So July ended few days ago, 

i'm kinda busy recently.

Packed with homework, paperwork, TEST and updating my file ~.~

i really really busy TT need study some more haih

 see this paper? this is my notes i need to do~! 4 papers together and wrote a conclusion for that chapter. its not EASY ! really ......

 it ended like this :p quite colourful hor? hope i will read it someday~~ hehe

 even though i'm busy, i got chance to learn new things too haha!

 my name!!!! PEGGIE! pretty leh? xP

 but this people more pretty wahahahha @@

 Clement's Mummy so good! baked cookies for us!! :p

 suppose to be one classmate, one cookies but we special XD

took whole box and they end up figuring how to open it haha

 look nice and delicious !!! :p

 used my creativity to edit this picture 99 :p

 very emo...

 very very very emo :p 

( i don't feel that emo, that picture sentences just a random sentences i ter-think. don't wuhui ! i'm still single & available haha )

 so shuang take bus alone :[

 and eat asam laksa alone :[ 

 but got her.... my life very happy ~.~

few days ago saw a friends status , about babies and i laugh till siao XD

he wrote " i love babies and i adore them a lot! but not really when they cry in the MORNING ! "

hahahhahahahahaha xP

 she very guai de, no cry in the morning ( because i went to school already xP )

 ah yan :p

STILL i have the time to play badminton with my FRIENDS!

omg... ah dear got go also but babi you, remember paktor only ! leave me alone :[

 sue ern and elaine? :p

 OKAY! this is PRETTY sue ern & Elaine !

 with mavis ! :D

 i found this picture quite funny so i HAVE to put it here! memory ma right? hahhaa

 Mavis & Elaine ! 

 Mavis & Wan Jing :D

 saw that blue ring?! me & wan jing made geh! 

 and i modify mine to very leng haha :p 

 6 of us! M Group !!!!! but girls only ~.~ missing 4 people hhaha

 sorry.... this picture look quite ugly but memory ma! hehe *fail 99*

 what happens to our eyes? ._. 

 they said take picture in car very easy geh. so CHALLENGE ACCEPTED !

 except missing faces, it still consider okay la....why my expression so pity? ~.~

 i look better :p but mavis your face still MISSING!

 yes, i intend to take picture with pretty bell but something attracted her to look at behind so this photo fail == i hate eu

 you see, i fail again! WHATS YOUR PROBLEM JEK?

 okay la, see how happy am i when i successfully took a picture of us! my smile so bright haha ( faster say i'm PRETTY :p)

 Left side paper : Sue Ern hand writing          Right side paper : Tony handwriting paper :p

 purpose of this pictures : Sue Ern wanna prove that her handwriting is better~! lol haha

then tony bring us to BASKIN ROBBINS 31 ! its 31st of JULY so we get 31% discount :p

 HAPPY HAPPY! I LOVE SEI YOU !   XIAO LIN LOVE SEI YOU ! XD

 sorry for getting so excited ! because i first time eat BR ice cream ~.~

i know very outdated but i very poor ma aiyo ! TT

 Oreo Vanilla ( i guess ) & strawberry Cheesecake!! i love both of this ~!! YUMMY

 sorry blur....not pretty jor haha xP

i still got many things havent try before, like Starbucks ><

P/s to future bf : remember to bring me to starbucks !!!! please~~ >< 

 and accidentally saw wanjing taking bus JUST RIGHT BESIDE ME! but she didn't notice me TT

 Sue Ern bought us souvenier from CAMERON! awwwww! LOVE YOU!!

31st of july. also a very important day for me. MY JPJ TEST DAY!

due to this i absent to school :[

 use to wait at here after school then get nervous and learn how to drive :D

 finally, after 2 months... i passed my UNDANG , QTI & JPJ test !!!! one time straight ! no FAIL AT ALL!! so happy TT

 number 14, my name ~.~ so damn nervous that day! but able to calm my self and passed ! VERY HAPPY! :D

 so need to take picture haha

 act cute! i don't dare go out like this. scare people punch me~ haha

 OMG LENG ZAI number 1 confess to me haha! but i rejected. i'm sorry but i like to eat pork a lot. cannot live without it ! XD sorrrrrrrrry 

 pretty box i made :p ( i'm quite creative right? no? look at the next photo ! )

 you will never believe what material i use to made this pretty ring!

BADMINTON STRING! unbelievable right? haha but the pay-off worth :p

okay my post gonna end right here!! EXIT NOW! cause below this is my zilian pictures xP

i scare you all vomit so bye bye :p

 omg! you still here? thank you for not vomiting? haha

 TT my liu hai (mean front hair ) ! long time no see! its been a long time since i let it down!

cause pre u student need to be CLEAN ( DAMN ) so we need to clip our hair up ~ !!

 so long time no see this face TT

 look like miss apple again ! YAY! 

 pity hair..... you got 3 days holiday start from tomorrow. and tuesday you have to be unseen again! haha

YAY MONDAY HOLIDAY! ( forget what holiday jor but dont care! i know its holiday then can haha )

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What i learned today : Do you know Malaysia's unemployment rates is only 2.0++ % only?
Country that have employment rates less than 4% is consider a good economy country. means people in malaysia do HAVE work after they graduated. you think that 2 % is consider high? then do you know european country like England got the unemployment rates of 20 to 40 % ? YES! 2 and 20 ! so don't be afraid that you will unemployed after you graduated! hope you arent the 2 % haha!! 

Gonna end my post here! this time is real! no more updates already haha 

next post : EMO POST and will be in mandarin ( try my best ) 

so stay tune :p

BABAI! (✿◠‿◠)