Tiny Happiness

It's the 4th month of 2017~!
How long have I been missing?
Well, today is a good day. Although I don't know how long will this tiny happiness last.
It's kinda weird when I thought I'm all over the moon, I get lighting struck through my heart and fell back to earth. I guess Happiness really don't last long huh?

I guess this is the importance of cherishing that tiny happiness.
It's April fool's day but I hope I can record down some great happiness today!
It's been...almost 6 months. Going through heartbroken, disappointment, and much more feelings, I'm quite surprised I have not given up yet.

As always, I know this won't go anywhere but I'm glad that before I graduate, I'm able to felt so.
That tiny happiness when I see him,
Those mini heart attack when our eyes meet
and those smile I saw from him...is just priceless.
I wanted to share with my dear friends about all these feelings but I somehow afraid of the smiles they gave me whenever I've done something related to him. This is just something I could not bear and who knows if he started to avoid me. It's like another 2~3 months left, I wouldn't want him to cut off contact with me.

I guess current situation is the best relationship we can have...
Hopefully, we both can have great memories together! :D