HOLIDAY MOOD ; ON

oh yay! Finally after 4 days of struggling with all the notes, paper, books and exam.
IT ENDED PRETTY WELL.

i guess i may get a better result this sem than the previous one but i know i can do even better ;(
just it's kinda too late. WHY DO PEOPLE ONLY REALISE IT AFTER THINGS AND THINGS HAPPENED?

I'm kinda scare that what i did now isn't enough and won't qualified me to any course in uni. sigh
there's nothing more i can do already actually.
Since the exam ended, then i just enjoy my quick holiday for now and put studies aside temporary.
I really need some rest actually. Tired, exhausted and feeling-less lol
dont have the excitement in me when the exam ended ;(
2 weeks of holiday, i guess i'll just sleep eat play and do nothing.

people around me busy with their partner while me......
it's great actually. form 6 really don't allow people to think too much and i confirm i cannot handle a relationship when i'm facing a lot of stress in my studies.
so i just have to wait till i get in to uni haha
since my parents also doesn't agree about this. they said studies first ;(

i also felt that relationship sometimes quite troublesome GOD!
those problems and crying.. i guess i got relationship phobia already haha

i guess falling in love with artist or just imagining is enough to fulfil my wish now haha
or maybe having a crush ^^
more than that, NO haih

opps! late already, gonna sleep! NIGHT!
Happy Holiday and Enjoy It ^~^

tata

韦礼安 版本 【 知道 】歌词 ♥

知道

词曲 ：韦礼安

他让妳憔悴许多

他让妳失魂落魄

他一举一动妳不停的对我说

我微笑倾听妳說

我却越听越心痛

怎么妳說的不是我

他比我多了什么让妳愿意耐心等候

我想知道他让你倾心是什么

我想知道他让你疯狂为什么

我知道做的和他没有不同

但是我却不在妳心中逗留

我想知道他哪里比我好很多

在妳心中如何和他平起平坐

我知道我比他付出的还多

可是我总换不了妳的回首

妳让我憔悴很多

妳让我失魂落魄

妳一颦一笑我就像是著了魔

他不经意的走过

妳就把我给冷落

嫉妒把我给吞没

他比我多了什么让妳愿意耐心等候

我想知道他让你倾心是什么

我想知道他让你疯狂为什么

我知道做的和他没有不同

但是我却不在妳心中逗留

我想知道他哪里比我好很多

在妳心中如何和他平起平坐

我知道我比他付出的还多

可是我在妳心中没有他多

我知道了他让你倾心是什么

我知道了他让你疯狂为什么

我知道和他永远不会相同

但是我却不要放弃妳的我

我知道了他那里比我好很多

在妳心中我永远不会和他平起平坐

我知道我比他付出的还多

可是我在妳心中没有他多

知道我知道

The Beginning Of Nightmare

tomorrow will be the 1st day of exam for my STPM semester 2!!
too many mixed feeling hence i think i should spill all out or i'm afraid i'll die T^T

this sem isnt that easy and a lot of people say STPM easy only, won't die and can score. DAMN YOU! if it's easy then why you go for college. ARGH

STPM made me learn a lot, relationship, social, time management ( still SUCKS ) and also many.
i also understand that in this modern world, everyone somehow got their evil side. even me. ya i know, like sometimes i wont willing to share my knowledge as i scare they will be more clever than me but then i remember someone said that we should share our knowledge as this will make us more wise and mature in thinking. so ever since that, i try to share what i know to all my friends and try not to keep any secret or info from them.
even though i did that but i realise no one will treat you the same back. they somehow just ignore me or sometimes tell me wrong information.

then i realise, no matter how good is somehow, they may also be a devil to achieve what they want including sacrifice me :)
fine, i understand. this year i got a new quote.

everything happen for a reason. its okay to fall and sometimes it help you to grow up

in the same times im afraid too, as if i think everyone will have their devil side, i'll start to be alone and at last i'll have no one beside me and really forever alone T^T
>< actually its nothing different now. i cant find someone to talk to now haih. can only keep to myself and motivate me myself. tough :(

okay!! need to be strong. there is still a long path for me to walk. i'll overcome all the obstacle !!


Be alone can help you understand yourself more and be independence ;)
PEGGIE FIGHTING!!
SEM 2 !!!!!! I'LL DEFEAT YOU!

tmr will be Account 1st T^T
GOD BLESS ME PLS!

4 more days to freedom (temporary freedom TT)